Part I Part II Now that we had experienced two miscarriages, getting pregnant again was even more fearful. I didn’t even want to tell anyone, not even Eric. I didn’t want him to have to go through the disappointment and hurt again if we lost this baby too. But I knew I couldn’t do that. […]

For Part I, click here…And Then There Was Hayes-Part I Life had returned to a somewhat normal state. As normal as it can be after experiencing losing a baby I knew I would never meet. After a couple of weeks, I began to accept what had happened. The shock subsided, the spontaneous crying spells were […]

As my family and I celebrate the first birthday of our sweet Hayes, I thought that now would be the perfect time for a very personal blog post. I don’t always feel comfortable putting my life out there into the cyber world but I have certainly had those moments when I have scoured the internet […]